Wednesday, July 1, 2009

Crush me now!!!!

I must admit, I have a crush. A huge, enormous, most intense crush! And I have no idea of how to rid this crazy obsession from my mind. It's so disturbing to my peace, my life. Every few minutes my thoughts surpasses him one or more times. And I can't help it, or I just don't want to. It's hard to let go of an addiction. It becomes your second nature, your home "away from reality"... It can be fun to run away, but as soon as it starts interfering with your life, your every thought, then you know it's time to get some sort of help... It's called REHAB!... But, I am not sure how rehab for a crush, an infatuation, would even start! Maybe it's the confrontation of telling him directly, "I have a crush on you"? Or maybe it's just surrendering to the fact that you won't ever be with him? It's a shame, all that energy I put into our "fantasy relationship" that existed only in my psyche. Yes, I am heartbroken, and I am trying to get over it. As soon as something else comes into my life, someone maybe?, then I'll finally rid him.. or not... we shall see.

4 comments:

Altie said...

omg gurly!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont know wut to say!!!! ill call u

Batya said...

i know EXACTLY how you feel. Than again dont we all.

The Whisperer said...

It hurts! It makes me feel so lost!

Altie said...

But you're not lost, you're found. And you have your friends, who will always be there.