Summer's smile is kind
it greets you with warmth.
Sprinklers flowing inside the wind,
let the wind flow.
The simple laugh~
express yourself.
Sit by a tree
enjoy its wave,
its shade.
Smile with summer's kind smile.
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Life is there for you to grow
All that life has to offer-
is you.
All that life offers is on your behalf
to do good
to help others
to appreciate yourself
and the world around you.
All that life has to offer,
is for you.
is you.
All that life offers is on your behalf
to do good
to help others
to appreciate yourself
and the world around you.
All that life has to offer,
is for you.
Believe inside the rainfall
Sorrow's light will fade into the earth,
as soon as the rain begins to fall.
The drops will slowly fall,
one by one,
two by two.
As many as the clouds in the sky
as many as the rain drops that will fall.
Sorrow's light will lose its strength
it will dim as soon as the drops will begin to fall.
But the time of raindrops is undecided,
There is no definite hour, or minute.
So there, your hope for the rain has planted itself
inside your eyes.
Now you're hoping for the time of rainfall
to erase your sorrow's light.
as soon as the rain begins to fall.
The drops will slowly fall,
one by one,
two by two.
As many as the clouds in the sky
as many as the rain drops that will fall.
Sorrow's light will lose its strength
it will dim as soon as the drops will begin to fall.
But the time of raindrops is undecided,
There is no definite hour, or minute.
So there, your hope for the rain has planted itself
inside your eyes.
Now you're hoping for the time of rainfall
to erase your sorrow's light.
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Daily Theories
I hope you will understand what I bring out in my notes of reality and falsehood of the world that we live in: these are daily thoughts of mine that I keep writing as ideas strike me:::::
People around me seem to be so busy with things that they don't stop and enjoy the second that is passing by them. I am the one to observe this. It might be because of the emptiness of my own life, or the boring sameness of the every day. I just stare into the eyes of the people,and it's as if they were dead bodies just glazing back at me, not through me. I might be able to say that I were different, but I can't tell from those who fake the normalcy and casualties of their lives from those who just have it. In other words, I might be the only one who thinks the way I do, but I can't say.
I was wondering if anyone just stares into the stars at night like I do, and thinks nothing but how wonderful it is. Just to enjoy this simple moment of the nighttime, I just wonder. I know I might sound self-centered in regard to all of this, but the truth is, to see your truth in the world around you, you must see the truth in yourself first. The reason I say "your truth" is because, my theory is that everyone will believe in what they think is right and reasonable. No one knows the truth to anything and that's the way it will be 'till the end of time.
It irritates me when people talk only about themselves and expect me to listen to them for all of it. I do, occasionally, find myself talking about myself and tell myself to stop bringing everyone's attention to me, but I figure, at that moment, if they do it, so can I. I guess it depends whether the conversation at hand is two-way or one-way. If it includes both partners in the conversation, then it's a positive one. Otherwise, the words that come out are just air to the listener.
It's a beautiful thing to feel recognized by a complete stranger. It can make your day seem a little bit more brighter than it was just a few moments before. But for those of you who've never had this experience, and even for those who have; the most important thing is to be appreciated and loved by your family. When a family gets together, even once in a while, it's important to just include everyone there in your conversations and love each other. Family is the best way for you to feel accepted and appreciated. And for those of you who aren't close with your families, I suggest you get to it, 'cuz family is the only thing you've got; and without it, you may find yourself to feel lost and emotionally under-nourished.
Have you ever noticed yourself aggravated and not knowing what to do for it?
Well, the thing to do is to express yourself. When you carry your emotional baggage around with you, it just becomes more heavy every minute. If you can find a close friend or even a family member, it would be best to communicate what you feel with them. But be careful in the manner it's discussed. Make sure you don't punch the person you're talking to as if they were a punching bag. They have emotions too and you don't want them to grow aggravation on their backs along with you. You must communicate in a manner of delicacy and in a sensitive way. If this way of communication isn't possible, you should take a pen out and write down all of your thoughts on the matter that's bothering you and then if you can, resolve it on the paper. When this is done, you will see how, in some cases, your aggravation will either disappear or diminish. Whichever the case, remember to allow yourself breathing space to think your thoughts out to present it in an orderly manner.
Compliments are payments of appreciation. When you get one from someone, anyone, don't be afraid to accept them. All they'll do is lighten your emotional status and you'll feel better about yourself. I know that when someone gives me a compliment, I turn it down. But the truth is, what is being done here is, you're telling the other person that he's not worthy of giving you or anyone else for that matter, a compliment. That is the total irony of it all: it's supposed to bring about happiness but in the end, sadness awaits (that is, if you don't accept the compliment). So be sure to feel proud about what you are and what you've accomplished, because others do.
People around me seem to be so busy with things that they don't stop and enjoy the second that is passing by them. I am the one to observe this. It might be because of the emptiness of my own life, or the boring sameness of the every day. I just stare into the eyes of the people,and it's as if they were dead bodies just glazing back at me, not through me. I might be able to say that I were different, but I can't tell from those who fake the normalcy and casualties of their lives from those who just have it. In other words, I might be the only one who thinks the way I do, but I can't say.
I was wondering if anyone just stares into the stars at night like I do, and thinks nothing but how wonderful it is. Just to enjoy this simple moment of the nighttime, I just wonder. I know I might sound self-centered in regard to all of this, but the truth is, to see your truth in the world around you, you must see the truth in yourself first. The reason I say "your truth" is because, my theory is that everyone will believe in what they think is right and reasonable. No one knows the truth to anything and that's the way it will be 'till the end of time.
It irritates me when people talk only about themselves and expect me to listen to them for all of it. I do, occasionally, find myself talking about myself and tell myself to stop bringing everyone's attention to me, but I figure, at that moment, if they do it, so can I. I guess it depends whether the conversation at hand is two-way or one-way. If it includes both partners in the conversation, then it's a positive one. Otherwise, the words that come out are just air to the listener.
It's a beautiful thing to feel recognized by a complete stranger. It can make your day seem a little bit more brighter than it was just a few moments before. But for those of you who've never had this experience, and even for those who have; the most important thing is to be appreciated and loved by your family. When a family gets together, even once in a while, it's important to just include everyone there in your conversations and love each other. Family is the best way for you to feel accepted and appreciated. And for those of you who aren't close with your families, I suggest you get to it, 'cuz family is the only thing you've got; and without it, you may find yourself to feel lost and emotionally under-nourished.
Have you ever noticed yourself aggravated and not knowing what to do for it?
Well, the thing to do is to express yourself. When you carry your emotional baggage around with you, it just becomes more heavy every minute. If you can find a close friend or even a family member, it would be best to communicate what you feel with them. But be careful in the manner it's discussed. Make sure you don't punch the person you're talking to as if they were a punching bag. They have emotions too and you don't want them to grow aggravation on their backs along with you. You must communicate in a manner of delicacy and in a sensitive way. If this way of communication isn't possible, you should take a pen out and write down all of your thoughts on the matter that's bothering you and then if you can, resolve it on the paper. When this is done, you will see how, in some cases, your aggravation will either disappear or diminish. Whichever the case, remember to allow yourself breathing space to think your thoughts out to present it in an orderly manner.
Compliments are payments of appreciation. When you get one from someone, anyone, don't be afraid to accept them. All they'll do is lighten your emotional status and you'll feel better about yourself. I know that when someone gives me a compliment, I turn it down. But the truth is, what is being done here is, you're telling the other person that he's not worthy of giving you or anyone else for that matter, a compliment. That is the total irony of it all: it's supposed to bring about happiness but in the end, sadness awaits (that is, if you don't accept the compliment). So be sure to feel proud about what you are and what you've accomplished, because others do.
seeking help in the times of hell
If you are depressed right now, please don't read this, it will probably make you more angry than you already are. If about to commit suicide... decide for yourselves. I don't judge you.
Life, for me, is an ongoing struggle. To find happiness at the times it is needed and be willing to surrender to that hopeful feeling is a very difficult accomplishment ... I now understand those who escape into the world of drugs and alcohol... When under this feeling that the world is no use, and your being here isn't meaningful, escapes are necessary. If you don't understand me now, you will, as life's journey brings to you more and more incredibly difficult situations. Emotions are sometimes uncontrollable, especially when the mind is unwilling to surrender to any help from anyone around them. Darkness is all you see and will see until you find an escape. Alcohol and Drugs seems to be the easiest escape and would definitely fulfill that job. Though they might have horrible after affects, even though you probably wont care at the time, you will as the affect chases you as you have no where to run. Sometimes You wont care, like you've just had enough of this crazy world and you have no idea why you're even here anymore. Why do you remain in a world where pain and
heartache surround your very being? Why would you stay in such an environment?
If in a workplace, the conditions are unstable and ridiculously dangerous to your well being, you would probably quit, right? Same with the world we live in.. If the surroundings aren't befitting for your well being, and you're being tormented by emotional crises, why in the hell would you stay?
The thoughts being surpassed within your mind are relevant and understandable. Life is no easy place to live inside. Granted, some have it easier than others, but who are we to judge? All of us, at some time undergo some form of emotional instability and are urged by our self to escape from what we call Hell.
The methods to escape vary from creativity to exercise. Using your talents, or doing what you enjoy definitely help you surrender to be enabled to listen to advice from others. Exercise releases endorphins, which are chemicals the body produces when under such overwhelming and depressing circumstances. It will relieve you of your pain and this way, you'll surrender to others advice.
And when coming from such a dark place, you probably wont want to see the light at the end of that tunnel, considering, that you're comfortable - soaked with this familiar depressed emotion. Though you most probably feel this way due to the lack of goals. When one lives life without purpose for goals and achievements, they simply go insane. After a long sit inside the dark shadow of depression, you'll desire a change in your life.. whether a positive one or possibly negative. This is where surrendering comes in. Find something proactive and get yourself together. You'll actually feel lost, and in need of help which is a good tool to get some from others. Then create goals for yourself. Don't just stare at them, do them and feel accomplished, to a certain extent. These goals don't have to be anything big, just something small to get out of the darkness.
This is an attempt to stop yourself from getting any deeper into your hole, and help you try to achieve what seems to be impossible. Whether this is actually tested on others besides for myself, is none of my knowledge. There are so many ways to get out of the hole, just chose from the world and inside yourself. But you must be willing to surpass the dangerous hell that we get stuck in sometimes and climb above it.
Life, for me, is an ongoing struggle. To find happiness at the times it is needed and be willing to surrender to that hopeful feeling is a very difficult accomplishment ... I now understand those who escape into the world of drugs and alcohol... When under this feeling that the world is no use, and your being here isn't meaningful, escapes are necessary. If you don't understand me now, you will, as life's journey brings to you more and more incredibly difficult situations. Emotions are sometimes uncontrollable, especially when the mind is unwilling to surrender to any help from anyone around them. Darkness is all you see and will see until you find an escape. Alcohol and Drugs seems to be the easiest escape and would definitely fulfill that job. Though they might have horrible after affects, even though you probably wont care at the time, you will as the affect chases you as you have no where to run. Sometimes You wont care, like you've just had enough of this crazy world and you have no idea why you're even here anymore. Why do you remain in a world where pain and
heartache surround your very being? Why would you stay in such an environment?
If in a workplace, the conditions are unstable and ridiculously dangerous to your well being, you would probably quit, right? Same with the world we live in.. If the surroundings aren't befitting for your well being, and you're being tormented by emotional crises, why in the hell would you stay?
The thoughts being surpassed within your mind are relevant and understandable. Life is no easy place to live inside. Granted, some have it easier than others, but who are we to judge? All of us, at some time undergo some form of emotional instability and are urged by our self to escape from what we call Hell.
The methods to escape vary from creativity to exercise. Using your talents, or doing what you enjoy definitely help you surrender to be enabled to listen to advice from others. Exercise releases endorphins, which are chemicals the body produces when under such overwhelming and depressing circumstances. It will relieve you of your pain and this way, you'll surrender to others advice.
And when coming from such a dark place, you probably wont want to see the light at the end of that tunnel, considering, that you're comfortable - soaked with this familiar depressed emotion. Though you most probably feel this way due to the lack of goals. When one lives life without purpose for goals and achievements, they simply go insane. After a long sit inside the dark shadow of depression, you'll desire a change in your life.. whether a positive one or possibly negative. This is where surrendering comes in. Find something proactive and get yourself together. You'll actually feel lost, and in need of help which is a good tool to get some from others. Then create goals for yourself. Don't just stare at them, do them and feel accomplished, to a certain extent. These goals don't have to be anything big, just something small to get out of the darkness.
This is an attempt to stop yourself from getting any deeper into your hole, and help you try to achieve what seems to be impossible. Whether this is actually tested on others besides for myself, is none of my knowledge. There are so many ways to get out of the hole, just chose from the world and inside yourself. But you must be willing to surpass the dangerous hell that we get stuck in sometimes and climb above it.
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Today or Tongiht
When the light is swallowed within the darkness of the night,
Who's to say goodnight?
When life seems so destroyed, with no reason to re exist,
Who's to be the hero?
Why does the human race dwell within their madness
and soak themselves in puddles of wrath,
anger and pride?
What will come after the end of time or the existence of the universe
that we have breathed in for so long?
Will there be another world?
Will there be other creatures?
The thrill of trying to understand life's meaning makes me sick.
My brain feels as it were to explode with endless thoughts,
floating into the heavy heavens so far away.
When will the final destruction bring peace to insanity,
to the pain and suffering to those with hearts of water.
After thousands of years, Earth still floats in the stars.
When will it burst into millions of droplets?
Who's to say goodnight?
When life seems so destroyed, with no reason to re exist,
Who's to be the hero?
Why does the human race dwell within their madness
and soak themselves in puddles of wrath,
anger and pride?
What will come after the end of time or the existence of the universe
that we have breathed in for so long?
Will there be another world?
Will there be other creatures?
The thrill of trying to understand life's meaning makes me sick.
My brain feels as it were to explode with endless thoughts,
floating into the heavy heavens so far away.
When will the final destruction bring peace to insanity,
to the pain and suffering to those with hearts of water.
After thousands of years, Earth still floats in the stars.
When will it burst into millions of droplets?
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